Memories to Remember

With all this sadness on my heart I feel like I should take down some notes about the things I loved about the guy that meant the world...

First, I love the way you loved me.
I love the way you love God.
I love way people look up to you.
I love how you speak with your heart to me and to others.
I love how you make me laugh.
I loved the way you brought me out of darkness and showed me that I can do anything I want and be anything I want.
I love your mannerisms.
I loved your good night calls when you worked at the hospital. Which also followed up with a good night text.
I love your smile.
I love your child spirit.
I love your positive aspect on life.
I love your determination to succeed.
I love  your family and how they welcomed me with open arms even when you weren't there for the festivities.
I love taking care of you.
I love making you cookies.
I love being goofy with you.
I love falling asleep on you every time we watch a movie.
I love your hair and rubbing it to help you sleep.
I love writing you letters.
I love how smart you are.
I love that dreamed of adventures with me.
I love how you called me Alison when you introduced me to people.
I love how excited you get over the simplest things.
I love that you love pizza because it meant we ate it a lot.
I love that being healthy was a goal we both had.
I love our Atlas.
I love how protective you are.
I love the L.E.O you have become.
I love the way you let me tag along with you and your dad to movies and the gun range.
I loved the way you depended on me.
I love the man you are becoming and one day one girl will be really blessed by you.
I love your random gifts (for example: my hippo, my zebra beanie, and 49er towel)
I love your snore when you're exhausted.
I love that you made a list of special dates and things I liked.
I loved our double dates with Andy and Marissa.
I love the way you love jeeps.
I love that the first challenger I rode in was yours.
I loved our trip to the beach and planning out David's proposal to Ashley.
I loved listening to your best man speeches.
I loved surprising you.
I loved the four kisses... cheek, other cheek, forehead, and lips.



Most of all, I love that you came back for me after two years... I will always be thankful for the time we had together because I must say, they were the greatest yet.

I miss you SMR and I will always be praying for you.
Thank you for everything.